About My Writing
Through the ever-evolving soundtrack I curate for my own life, I use music as the inspiration for the stories I put down on the page.
Turn The Record Over, Vol. 1
Side A
Track One
Mary Was a Diamond
“Mary was a good girl with fire in her eyes.”
“She cursed like all those sailors did, and she turned out just fine.”
“Oh, Mary Please, come back home…” I whispered under my breath as the rest of them raised their glasses in her honor and downed their drinks. I ran the same phrase over and over in my head while my eyes glazed over, the ice melting in my glass: come home, come home. Come home.
Track Two
A Girl Named Go
“Sitting at a red light in tupelo, I fell in love with a girl named Go-“
He stopped me right there. “Now, son,” I already had a hunch these weren’t the details the Sheriff wanted from me. But when he asked me how I landed here, falling for Go wasn’t just part of the story, it was all of it.
Track Three
Baby
“He likes zombies, and the apocalypse. He's got some black magic up in those fingertips.”
Her name was Alice, and for some reason, she wouldn’t leave me alone. She has been following me around the Depot for the last fifteen minutes. And lately, due to recent events, the Depot felt more like the Mos Eisley Cantina we grew up watching on film than a place to buy provisions. But this wasn't a movie, and the Depot had become increasingly dangerous over the last few months since The Event had passed. In short, this was neither the time nor the place to make friends.
Track Four
The Queen of Lower Chelsea
Did you grow up lonesome and one of a kind?
Were your records all you had to pass the time?
Mae has been drawn into a peculiar want ad in the Sunday Paper. She’d been sat there for ages, re-reading its curious list.
Did you grow up dreaming of a different era, and a time to live?
Mae still enjoyed getting the paper delivered on Sunday’s, despite the world around her going fully digital. Even before she started doing this, Mae found something familiar in the routine of putting on a pot of coffee and sitting in the nook of her sunniest room with the print spread out on her lap.
Track Five
I Knew Prufrock Before He Got Famous
Becks (Rock Writer):
Let’s begin at the beginning:
Lucy (Drums):
We’re lovers and we’re losers-
Prufrock (Frontman):
We’re heroes and we’re pioneers-
Wyatt (Bass):
We’re beggars and we’re choosers-
Prufrock:
Skirting around the edges of the ideal demographic-
Jay (Guitar):
We’re almost on the guest list, but we’re always stuck in traffic…
Track Six
Romeo and Juliet
A lovestruck Romeo sings the streets a serenade, laying everybody low with a love song that he made… Finds a streetlight, steps out of the shade, says something like, "You and me babe, how about it?"
This was not Romeo’s standard pick up line, but Romeo was not in his normal state.
Until quite recently, actually, he was courting a young lady he thought was surely his forever. Of course, she was the cousin of the young woman he originally wanted… but that’s beside the point. Because once he saw young Juliet, Romeo’s heart was suddenly healed. Or, at the very least, numbed by her good looks and all of the free wine at the party where they met.
Turn the Record Over, Vol. 1
Side B
Track Seven
The Trouble with River Cities
Float like a sparrow, a T-top Camaro…
Is the wind done blowin’ you down? Do you need oxygen? Do you need out of your room?
This was becoming a very unhelpful routine for her. Lying on the grass in her fenced-in backyard, eyes shut tight; she had been repeating those words over and over while the sunshine washed over her.
While this was a peaceful place, no noise or congestion outside of the occasional car passing by, the relentless questions in her head she couldn’t seem to solve provided her with no peace at all. This routine was simply a distraction, delaying any and all decisions.
Stay? Or go?
Track Eight
Ghosts on the Boardwalk
“Oh, you say you're lonely… pulled away by the tide and lost at sea.
… All you sense is something so heavy… that you can't breathe.”
There was a voice, warm but bleak, swelling in my brain like rain through a storm grate. It caused, or at least I think it caused, the thumping that was hammering my chest. It was so loud it made me nervous, the voice would fade, and the thumping would rise up in its place. I could hear its echo in my eardrums, and it was starting to throb at the base of my skull. There was something else too, another pain, there was something pulling at my feet. I was desperately trying to identify it, but I couldn’t see a thing.
Track Nine
Beach Front Property
Said, "It's the end of days." And we’re just hoping for the beach front property.
Everyone and everything had gone insane after the power went out.
For six months, there was no power.
Anywhere… in the entire world.
Take away the power for people’s phones, internet, access to their money, refrigeration for food, their jobs… the world turned lawless. It was like something you read in history books about the old west.
It’s still hard to wrap my brain around how quickly things changed. One minute we were staying in, watching HGTV in our sweats and eating takeout… the next, everything went dark.
Track Ten
L.A. Freeway
“Pack up all your dishes, make note of all good wishes-”
“Good wishes?” Quinn was sat in a pile of her clothes on her bedroom floor. She was surrounded by empty duffle bags they’d intended to already have had packed up with her belongings.
Things had gotten decidedly more contemplative for Sadie and Quinn during their second bottle of red, which incidentally, is when the joint they’d been smoking since their first bottle of red, had finally started to kick in.
A fit of laughter rippled through them.
“You’re right,” Sadie took a drag, holding the smoke in, before casually blowing it back out. “Fuck good wishes.”
Quinn folded up one of her summer dresses, unsure if that’s the sentiment she was aiming for. She loved wishes; birthday, good, or otherwise. There just weren’t any good wishes left to note about this place. Quinn had arrived alone in Hollywood two years ago with a dream, but woke up in a nightmare alongside an artist named Kale in a shitty Valley apartment.
Bonus Track
Favourite Ex
“It was open and closing, and hopelessly hoping for sure…” It was only my first cocktail of the evening, and the words were already streaming out of me like vomit. The elegant woman across from me, Evie, I believe she said… was cornered by my unnecessary nostalgic recap of what was once ‘Camden and I.’
“We were here, we were ghosting,” I plucked a tiny appetizer from a passing tray and a backup glass of champagne. It was going to be a backup drink type of evening. “Both of us coasting on, just give a little more-”
Evie interrupted me before I could embarrass myself any further. In her floor-length ruby red gown, she waved her perfect French manicure in the air about the room. “I’m sorry, who was it again that you know here?”
I looked down at my own nails, hand-painted a sparkly hot pink to contrast against the gold and black dress I’d chosen to wear. The polish was aptly titled, ‘Don’t Be Sea Salty.’ I decided there couldn’t be a more fitting color than that to wear to the wedding of your favourite ex-boyfriend.